I will always remember 2013 as the Year of Transformation. I learned and grew a lot last year. I made it through my first year of college and maintained a 3.8 GPA!!! I let go of the dream of becoming a mother officially. I witnessed my brother marry the love of his life. I went on a fabulous vacation with my darling on his motor cycle! I put my beloved cat of 13 years, Mona to sleep after she was diagnosed with oral cancer. I ended my relationship with my darling. I started a new relationship with my darling that is deeper and more wonderful than I could have imagined! I reconnected with friends from my present and from my past. I feel as if I completed a cycle and began a new one. I found a deep connection to my Goddess, Kwan Yin.
I don’t make “New Year’s Resolutions”. I gave that tradition up a decade ago. However, I do think of the year that has past and I decide what I would like to be rid of in the New Year.
These are the things I want to let go of in 2014:
Believing I am not good enough
Doubting that my higher power
Believing I am being victimized by others
Trying to control others
Comparing myself to others
I have no expectations for 2014. I simply hope to live life fully and make it to 2015! My goal for the New Year is to be more loving and kind. I want to be of service to others more often. I want to see the world with my heart instead of my mind. If I can live my life in such a way, I will live fully indeed!