I DEEM 2017 THE YEAR OF FRUITION
I deemed 2016 as The Year of Transition.
I had no idea how right I was!
This year I: Came out as bisexual, met the love of my life (I honestly had no idea she would be so amazing!), realized that I am actually a lesbian and have always been and that that is a big reason my relationships with men never worked, let go of toxic people, adopted two adult daughters (they are such a blessing!), introduced my girlfriend to my Mom(!), changed sponsors twice, was privileged to watch my dear friend make progress with her health challenge, and started an internship that I enjoy.
And I remained open as I said I would last year. I let go of expectations as best as I could. And I faced my fear.
The results are obvious:
- I found deep, profound, true love. Unconditional adoring, hot, connected at the soul level love! And my Mother is happy for me! And my other family members and friends are happy for me! I denied my true self for decades because I was afraid of rejection. When I decided to risk facing that fear what I found was acceptance.
- I became a second Mother to two adult daughters. I never thought that I would be a Mother in at all because I thought it had to happen in a traditional way. But I let go of that expectation and found profound healing and a great blessing.
- After years of struggle, I finally let intuition guide me and made some hard decisions that needed to be made. I was afraid of hurting some people’s feelings. However, what happened was I ended up having great peace of mind and guidance.
So, once again my plan for the New Year is to REMAIN OPEN. No expectations.
What’s Out and what’s In for 2017:
Taking on more than I can handle
Not asking for help
Eating bad food
Taking care of myself
Saying no when I need to
Being authentic in all things
Getting more sleep
Spending a lot of time with the people I love
Making time to write
I get that the current landscape of our world is uncertain going into 2017. But I believe life is what we make it. Remember: We are all in this together. This year will be as great as we choose for it to be!